Random fact.

It may take some time to take a look at what is really going on. Often we can find ourselves blaming other people for our own problems and feelings about our self-worth. Take a look at what you are saying. Chances are they are really what you are feeling about yourself. You can't change yourself or make yourself feel better by trying to change someone else.

Stressing about why you are feeling the way you are isn't going to solve anything, either. In these types of situation the "why" is the trap. It doesn't help you feel any better. It just makes you stuck thinking about things that are wrong with you. How can you feel any better when you're constantly thinking negative things about yourself?

Think positive, life is really great! Maybe not for you, but for me, well at least it is for me and that's all that matters X)
Withlove,
HH

Dove from CozyCot,

Wednesday the 18th,

Thank you Cozycot who gave me 6 retail size of shampoos and conditioners :)

When words meant nothing at all,

Thanks bff for accompanying me to CozyCot office @ Bugis, I doubt i'll go if there's nobody to accompany me down, and there was a time for collection so she accompany me and wasted few hours there,  had our lunch at Mos Burger, afterwhich collected my gift from them and I went back to tampines & we headed separated ways.

Met Andre brother for dinner. Dinner at Jack's place, cough literally like no tomorrow, coughed so hard & so badly till I teared, slacked at starbucks after that.. Went back home at 9.30pm, and missed my daddy at home :(

My new pink colorblock skirt :)

BFF

New phone.

Starbucks.

I wished i'd get over ..

Now i get kind of sick of eating outside food >: Weird I know, but you'll get sick after you eat more frequently, Apparently mom just ring me up and said dad suggested to settle our dinner outside tonight, and I told em' to decide themselves first and where to eat, but I heard dad has this craving for steamboat.. If that's the case most probably I would be ended up in bugis..

I used to complaint about eating home cooked food sometimes when i was slightly younger,  because mom would always whipped up the almost same dishes i'd always get tired of,  Few years back when i was in lower secondary, going out for dinner will only be like occasionally , either birthdays or etc, or only once in a week (saturday) which is our family day, our folks will bring us out for dinner together with the family, but neither it last for very long.. If i'm not wrong it stopped when I was about sec 2 ? this is where the time I got kinda drifted away with my parents cus I spend more time with my friends compared to em' ..

Till last year, I started to bring my folks out for dinner again on a saturday, then soon, the craze came back, my dad love to eat at outside now more compared to eating at home, sometimes just merely passed 1 or 3days , he will ask me if I wanna dine at outside again anot..

I just felt nauseous when i heard the word " you wanna have dinner at outside tonight instead of having it at home ? "

Yes I just did........................................

Anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Pictures of food consumed last week..

12th November - Redhill Market

As usual the same old favourite BBQ food..

14th November - Redhill block 115

Ah Orh Seafood restuarant ..

Just look how big the oyster is!

Dinner was served up pretty fast, like prolly 5-10mins only, no much waiting time needed, good to serve those very hungry people who're not so patient waiting for food..

** Plans changed, dinner will be at 139 instead of bugis, everytime eat tzi char, nice also feel boring~~

Not an nokia user, No more thick& long hair, anymore..

I'm officially not a nokia user anymore, was never a fan of nokia though, heard it always cock up with faulty problems and all, got myself a new phone today though my e71 is only 4months old ( since early july`09, it wasn't faulty but I just wanted something new and better heh ), trade in and got a better phone..  Yep i know I am a very gadgety freak :D

Thus far, changing so many mobile phones, I always never seems to fufil the 2years plan stucked with the same old phone, I'll get tired of using it even it was just half year or 1 year ( esp when new phones comes out ).. This time brother told me to better use this phone for 2years, I always ended up saying " Ok i will " , but those are just merely sayings & entertaining him but no actions was really done , yet..

He knows me better than the rest even im lying through my teeth.

Anywayzz, Till yesterday, I got this very bad time with my hair entangling issues with my hair braiding extensions, so I couldn't take it anymore but asked my brother to cut it all out for me instead of going back down to the shop which was such a waste of my time and some shops actually charge money for taking em' out for you, It's not for free y' know.. ( I don't think i should actually pay for them to take it out for me since I did at their shop but oh well considering it was quite far and troublesome, I kicked off that though otherwise I think they are going to physco/ hardsell  me to re extend again the extensions ) which I seriously don't have the thought of doing it any sooner, yet... and Im sure they will go keep on physco-ing me to do so otherwise their face will turn gloomy while helping to take out the braiding extensions off,oh well....

I seriously gotta thank my brother for spending approx 1hr30mins for doing this whole shit thing for me b'cus I can't be doing myself..

You seriously gotta understand/know how much hair you're gonna lose if you really want hair extensions and esp hair braiding which makes your hair QQ! I seriously kinda regretted of braiding my hair which i think clip is better and easier to take it off with the plier then the braiding ones.. & my hair is totally CUI now, Im suffering from massive hair loss :( My REAL hair got entangled so badly i can't even solve the fucking mystery so i'd fucking use a scissors and just anyhowz cut off the entangle part.. So yeah my hair now is wayyyyyyy thinner than previously before I did my extensions ..

Yes I regretted for spending $1xx bucks & over.. to lose more hair?! This may sounds absurd but yeah.. & I sound as though I paid to learnt a lesson..